Okay okay okay, I'm a total sell out, I've totally joined this stupid blogging thing maybe because I love to blog, and I needed to find a better outlet than myspace or maybe I just wanted to be part of the in crowd. Either way, I think this will be some sort of weird cathartic journey for me, just to flesh out things I am feeling or things I am completely going through. Anyway as if things weren't complicated enough here is an updated concise version of things to make you up to speed of what is going on with me....
A)I finally told "him" how I really felt about him, although it was strange in the beginning, now it's just grown to a mutual very weird understanding... After which I called him a drunk and a whore (which I now regret)
B) I'm starting to get in shape... why be rejected, when I can reject everyone else...
C) Im at the pinnacle of my drag, I'm taking things slower and easier
D) Understanding my strengths and my weaknesses, I am now ready to start fresh...