Liebestraum (love dream)

For me, this whole hooha about the rapture and the end of the world, simply meant journeys, and conjectures we take to get from A to B; a simple sojourn to move us to where we finally need to be at. 

The Jig of Life.

Lately, I've been incredibly perturbed by the way I handle relationships. Relationship with friends, relationships with lovers, relationships with people. I am sitting here at 2am blogging about it, so obvi it must be bothering me. I tend to push people away, espescially people I like alot. I'll find ways to sabotage even myself so that they don't get close enough to know what I really feel.
I've been exploring more emotions lately, how to feel pain, how to feel love, how to feel passion. Somehow it all feels surreal to me still but never the less its still daunting. I'm rambling, I'm drunk and I'm going to bed. <3